when i forget to shave i interact less confidently. also, i do my best to act victimized because a sympathy from others can compensate for a lack of professionalism on my part. also, i start believing that i need sympathy because it feels good to be exempt from social standards and the attention is nice. also, i start feeling sorry for myself. also, i drink much more coffee than usual. this furthers my unprofessional appearance and skewed self-perception.